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2014, I am.

Going Home

벌써 10년도 훨씬 넘은 영화.. 아주 지독한 사랑 이야기..

 

"Mom and Dad can't wait to see us for the New Year. And they've counting the days. Just four more days, then we can go home. I'll buy the train tickets tomorrow. We should get them some gifts too. What do you think they'd like to eat?"

 

"Chocolate..."

 

 

"You must revive... please..."

 

 

 

 

"I held your hand for the first time when I learn how to take a pulse. You look just the same now as you did then. Your pulse was racing.. Your head was bowed down, you didn't dare look up at me.."

 

"I won't let you take my pulse ever again..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"If only I'd been more though.. I'd have known that you were sick, I could have treated you earlier and we could have avoided these 3 years of pain and misery. We wouldn't have needed to abort our child..."

 

"This painful time is almost over.. When I'm well.. we can have another child"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"There is a saying that weak woman is luckier than a strong independent women.. and I was very lucky indeed.. Because I had you to rely on.. In the three years I had to live without you.. I had to face the world alone. Everyone thought I'm mad. Slowly I had to learn to become strong and independent. But I am not lucky anymore. Now we'll be apart for another three years. If I could choose again.. I'd prefer that I lived and you died again. For the dead one, it's just like being in a long sleep, but for the living one, it's a daily nightmare. Maybe heaven is testing our commitment to each other. That's why we have the same sickness and same pain.. I'll go to sleep soon. Please let my soul remain in my body. I promise, I'll be just as you are resurrected..."

 

 

 

 

 

10년이 지난 아직도.. 마음 한자리가 먹먹하다.. 9658..